Lifework

Overwhelmed by all the moments, and not even sure what language my mind and heart want to articulate them in - I just realized I haven't spoken English in four days! Alas, here are some words...beautifully unfolding relationships. The innkeeper and his family (who make me feel like family in kindness and protectiveness!), the Yoshino family who make tasty rice crackers and always invite me to chat over hot arrowroot tea (Mrs. Yoshino is 87 and suffers from short-term memory loss so it's always brand new each time but by the end of each visit our connection is reaffirmed - her husband on the other hand remembers my name, nickname, and every other small detail!), the Masutani's who run the local town pump which doubles as a souvenir shop specializing in specially designed water bottles full of the famous spring water ゴロゴロ水 (I've been interviewing Mr. Masutani for a year now. He is a former mountain guide and one of the local experts on the town's super rich legendary history. I've learned so much from his stories, but even more from his friendship. I can't say more here because my eyes are tearing up thinking of my bus pulling away a few hours ago today and him surprising me to say goodbye once more, clasp my hand with his wise and weathered ones and squeeze with a sweet but deep look in his eyes, then give me a bag of sweets for the long journey ahead), this morning interviewing the Ryūsenji 龍泉寺 head priest - I told him I was nervous (gah I was nervous!), and he told me 'no, no, actually I am the nervous one!' This sort of intimate access to a very exclusive and even secretive religion that considers women's exclusion a cornerstone (it's not simply gender discrimination - my book will come out in due time - please read!), paired with his friendly openness to talking with me even when I asked some difficult questions, is an experience I will never forget. Oh and climbing mountain peaks and many other special people. This time at the mountain was different, and I think it has to do with time and love and care. Fieldwork and unexpected 'lifework' in this tiny town of Dorogawa has changed me in many ways and I'm simply so grateful. End of caption 😀